Let It BE/ Waiting

I have always struggled with the concept of just letting something be or just waiting. I want to fix things instantly and not have to worry anymore. I have had a great deal of experiences where the whole purpose was to learn : Let it be and it will work out. I was sitting in sacrament today and I was worrying and thinking as I have been for a long time. I had impression that was clear: "JUST WAIT". I know in the last month I have learned so much and I know it's a matter of time and being patient but it's hard. I take it a day at a time and strive to have faith and know God's plan is perfect. I was listening to Saturday's Warrior soundtrack recently and there's a part where the sister is talking about the stars and how we can't see all the stars and if we just simply forgot and didn't cherish all the stars we can't see how much we would be missing. We have to see the stars that are shining now and cherish them so we can learn and grow and be prepare for what the furture holds. I have looked at my life many times and how there's a reason for everything I have done and has happened in my life , it has made me who I am.

Unique

I have realized something recently! I have realized that everyone has their own way of reacting and doing things. There is no normal way that certain things happen. Yea! maybe it has happen alot but doesn't mean it's normal. What is normal anyway? I have always relied on the norm; oh that's how it suppose to be or that's what usually happens. Trully all we can do is do , do what is best for ourselves and understanding what happen in our own specific situation. Of course this is all my opinion and this is not be preaching but just expressing the way I feel. The one thing that is constant is that we all feel pain and joy. We feel them differently and we seek after them differently as well. I once read a quote and here it is : "There was never another like you in this world. God throws the mold away everytime he makes a man... I think he mad you what you are in order that you might do some particular thing better than anyone else in the world could do it; and if you don't find what that work is and do it, that particular work will not be done." -Hugh B. Brown We were all here for a purpose , a unique purpose. There maybe similar things that Heavenly Father is having you do that he is having Jane or John down the road do but no one will do it like you will. I have also seen that sometimes we get hurt and it's not done out of spite or malicousness it's done out the course of things and we have to pick ourselves up and learn from it and move one foot in front of the other. I am so grateful for my Savior and the atonement that he suffered for me.. I wouldn't be able to learn or grow if it wasn't for his love and sacriface for me and everyone else. It's important we all see that we are special and unique and that God doesn't make mistakes! We maybe imperfect but that is what makes us unique and helps us to see that we need the Lord in our lives.

Unexpected Blessings

I feel like most blessings we receive are unexpected when we first receive them. I know I am blessed to have a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in but day to day... there are things that happen that we don't expect to happen. I have had a great unexpected blessing come into my life.. I had no idea and who knows what will happen down the line but for now I see it as a great blessing and opporunity to understand myself more and to expand my likes. I am so happy I could shout it from the mountian tops probably but.... I'll wait !