My purpose

I smelled a familar smell that triggered memories of someone that was very special to me and very special to me still just not in the same context. I wonder what would have happened if I didn't take this path on I am on would I have been as happy as I am . Yea! I know there are things I can change , and I can do better but I am happy! I feel like I have a purpose! I am going to school , I go to work and work with children everyday. I may not feel like I am making a difference everyday but I am definately do more than just sitting back and watching life go past me. I know that this maybe a common topic on my blog but it's something that is on my mind often. It's also a reminder to me that I am doing to something good and I am not completely useless. I definately don't feel that blogs should be filled with mindless things but things that have substance and meaning to the individual that is writing it and reading it.
I have a deep desire to one day be a wife and a mother! I know that this will come in God's time and at this moment I am comfortable with being single and focusing on strengthening myself and my purpose. I feel that Heavenly Father has blessed me with the opporunity to be around children everyday (even though it can be quite a challenge) to not only gain experience for being a mother but also to be able to feel like a mom. I trully feel that everyday when I walk into work and I have 10 to 20 something children seeking to be taken care of and attention and to be loved.