Cry or Celebrate

I am so grateful for my Heavenly Father, he has blessed me so much, but I must also say I get pretty impatient and frustrated with his plan for me. I realize after some fighting that he knows best. I always come to that conclusion that he knows best but I still often doubt and lack faith in that plan.
My life of course like anybody's life is unpredictable and some times or I should say often hard.
I definately don't understand it all but I know Heavenly Father loves me and would never forsake me.
I have to simply trust in him and his plan. I pray for hope and faith every day to understand what he is having me do and often times to just get through the day. Some times we must just put him first and put one foot in front of the other. I know these are simple principles but it seems like we tend to have the hardest time with the simpliest things.

I have felt alot of ups and downs lately and I realize fighting what I am feeling doesn't help, that the feelings I am having need to happen to help mold me. I am not saying you keep negative thoughts and let them get you down. What I mean is : Let yourself cry or celebrate when you need to.  I have done plenty of crying and celebrating. I am so grateful for my friends and family who have been there for me. I am so grateful also for prayer because having that relationship with my Heavenly Father has been what has strengthened me and given me the peace I need. I wanted to write about this because one I know I am not the only one that has felt this way or is feeling this way, and also I find writing helps me think and get things out as well as is a history and some thing to reflex on later on.